my sadness part II

seem like god does not consider my feeling, one by one in short time, i must feel painful to loss my family forefer, yesterday on 18th 12 2008, my grandpa also was comeback to the "god house" in there..., and now i am really sick, too hurt...

many advice, many support come and make me relize one day all people also will die...
so we can not change our destiny, god was determine that..., i do hope this sad tragedy will give positive contribution to me, especially my parents and my big family...

and now, so sorry to all, because my blog was become something personal, because only with this blog i can write my feeling...

so this blog also will become my life note

god....

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your PoWer

guys everyone is different, so make that different become your power....

my power is that different from others

do you get it ?

let me explain....

i take my self as a sample :

my different form others are :

1. i am not rich, so i must work hard since in the early i entered in amikom, i try to be disclipine not depend on my parents, i try as i can to not demand money from my parents, because they are getting old, and in that time economic situation of my family is so bad

but i am not mawkish even i must work part time, sacrifice my time to study, sacrifice my time to sleep, sacrifice my time to play like others, i am not shy to work, those give me understanding how difficult to life..

2. i admit my skill : english, singing, computer : i was obtain money from those, i was be adjudicator in debate competition, translater, amikom choir, and customer service....

3. my thought : i try to understand all kinds of people, sociable, reliable, positive thinking, i try to not be an arrogant people because only God that suite to be an arrogant

those made me special for me

and right now, come on find what is different from you compare with others ??????

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my sadness part 1

first, actually in my blog, i just want to write a public matter, but ithink this important for me
on 6 december 2008, my grandma was living me forever, she was go to the god home, last i just talk with her by phone and she said vid grandma was eaten, getting health....

i love you my grandma......
you dont accomplish your promise to me
i am so sorry for all

now, i really understand i do love you

i understand every people will die

and god was regulate that all

happyness, sadness was determine by god

last god please love my grand ma there....

put her into your heaven..

this writing be my memorian in my life, one day i will remember that by reading this....

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tips to look for Job and succeed in interview

first of all confidence with your self

just like this : every people have excellence , so means you also absolutely have it
actually company not always accept an employee by seing a higest skill, but manner, interaction, performance and everything, so you can show off in one or few of that.

the most important you must have :

1. the spirit of competition : think "i can", dont think "i cant"
2. discipline : on time, this is important because for first perspective to you from company ( in interview condition)
3. motivation : NEVER think you are not OK and you are not capable
4. Skill : try to study, not mind even if you have low skill, still there training from company, and you can still study
5. attitude : habitual, shake hands, talking, in the interview process, just show off, package your answer as good as posible, confidence
6. preparation : performance, the way you sit, smile, active..

hope those would be useful

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