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2009-11-13

The power of prayer

this is true story :

god hear my prayer, i believe in the miracle, i believe with ALLAH SWT because i feel the mercy in my life....

i trust you god, when i pray and ask something to you : and then you show me your power, you give the way....

even though i can not tell the story here, i loss my control right now, my tears fall down, because of the mercy from ALLAH SWT....

if i trace back my life, i believe god really loves me, god understand me, forgive my mistake, give me the way to reach success....

this topic is just sound of my feeling, thank you god, thank you god, thank you.......

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2009-10-17

How if i do not have a religion ?

This topic appear when i ask some student that major in English at Asia University Taiwan in English corner session

Me : have you a religion ?
student : no i do not have

when i hear that statement, actually little bit shock but i think it is fine

so rise a question in my mind :

1. What is a benefit and harmful to have a God or not ?
2. Whether we should proud to people who does not have a religion ?

In one side i think that is a real freedom, what is needed is that tolerate and self controlling ( People in Taiwan was implement that, does Indonesian that really support democracy and tolerance is able to implement that ? )

In answering the issue number one above :
i think some of rule from god is able to control us and as a principal of life, so it becomes a good pointer for human, but in the different point of view human is able to create their own principal of life since all the thing will comeback to each people awareness

in some research : some people said that the different is in stress level in human, people who have religion will have more stable for controlling their self ( may be yes may be no ).

for responding the issue number two above :
people have their own way, none people can intervene in people right especially whether they need to have a religion or not, so absolutely i proud of them, because they believe with their choice.

so what do you think ?

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2009-09-28

two weeks at taiwan

as a new comer and still dont understand yet about mandarin language, i think it so difficult for foreigner to enjoy taiwan, because communication become barrier

and i try my best to understand about mandarin language soon, i promise ^_^

live in dorm at asia university somehow make me can not enjoy my room, because i have 3 roommate and as you know, i will not have a privacy, i can not manage the room, i should consider their feeling everyday, so i should stop to over talk and over do, i lost my freedom

even if i am really happy in getting this full scholarship, somehow i feel bored in taiwan, especially in my room, what should i do god ???, hope all will be ok....

for last five days, i felt so bored, i ca not concentrate in my study, i need to refresh my self, i want go outside the dorm...

gosh................

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2009-09-17

benefit of debating for master degree

guys, ladies and gentlemen he he, if you are debater you will get so many beneficial thing for your future....

debate is so helpful for master degree because the method that use in debating is also pretty much same even equal for us to presentation our original paper and use the method of debate, and during the class we also always discuss about the course and debate skill is so helpful

debate skill is seem like you exercise your self about speaking, confidence, structure for presentation, and our communication skill, and how to convince people make them trust

so in my conclusion, debate is related to the life sector, critical thinking,think fast, and confidence

i love debate

thanks god

thanks amikom english club

thanks for all debater around me he he






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full scholarship student

in the first time, i assume that to be full scholarship student will still burden me and family economically and study abroad will really hard to get, really hard to do and big risk and full of questions...

but after i follow the scholarship program and take then enjoy that, i know no people is perfect and there is no impossible, the most important is you are confidence with your self, brave and just think that you are special

because the one who should respect your self is yours and dont think that you are stupid, dont think that you are not capable, dont give up before you try, everything can be changed

so far to be full scholarship student make me understand that it is amazing, everything can be managed, dont afraid, you will fail, dont afraid the money is not enough he he

in abroud we are special, native people respect us more then local people, so it will be a lot of wonderful thing that you will get

so chance will not comes two times, if you have a great chance just take it, just do your best, never think the result, because the judge is god

at the end, to be full scholarship is a prestige and the way to obtain bright future


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2009-08-28

MY LIFE IN JOGJAKARTA

waw wonderful, Jogja is a place that teach me everything and was given me everything

experience, friendship, winning, defeating, tears, happiness, prestige, and etc, thank you allah.

let me told you about me as long as in jogja ^_^ here we go, this is true story :

In the begining in 20004 : i go to jogjakarta from lubuk linggau (part of palembang region), by bus, and i dont have any family in jogjakarta, i dont know, just follow my feeling and my parents suggestion but i love it, then my neighbour in sumatera that already study in jogja take me for a few months in his bourding house, my goal is only one, i want entering Stimik AMIKOM Yogyakarta, and i take my major in information technology (i know AMIKOM from television and internet, and i believe).

During my bachelor degree many empiris that i have done in jogja : active in debating society of AMIKOM, debate in everywhere around indonesia, all cost is provided by my collage, in this torney also i found my new family, new sister and brother, we are fighting together, care each others, supporting each others, i love you all full, here there are : Doni Agustian, Custiana, Mandahadi Kusuma, Muhammad Ridwan, Sulidar Fitri, Imam mutakim, Ruslan Abdul Gani, Lutfie, Dwindy stanza, Kharisma Chendika Putra, Rizka Bella, Putri Rianti, Avief Bimantara, Nurmalikhatun, Frian, Nunung, Redy, and all AEC ranggers.

then i also have ever work part time in mentari disc rental here we go :

rental for cd well program, film, songs, really hard to work here, after about 6 months i dont know why it could be, i have last rank of all employer even new employer is in up position even they dont know all the program, film and everything, then i protest to my boss but the answer is simple, he/mas arie call me and said david we need to improve mentari so you better out of mentari, i am so sorry that is because the valuation, wow great, then i go with so sad but confuse because actually valuation is not fair for me but let it go

after 1 week out from mentari i accepted in fortunet that is internet cafe i work there about 4 months, i believe that god love me, and i trust i am not so stupid like what mas arie mentari thinks, he is supervisor of mentari until now not graduated from university may be DO, his salary a month about 1000000 - 2000000, having wife and children and his life depends on mentari, but many grateful for mas arie because of you i can complete my final project and i believe that is allah way for me, i am sorry mas arie to write this, i dont hate you

the reason why i work is because i need money and i am not rich.

Then when i was student i also be part of amikom choir, i was a translater in medikom, adjudicator for debating competition around jogja, so even if my major is IT but english is my life, but i am sure i love IT too.

I have many friends : positive one and negative one means that : any baground of people is interesting for me, naughty but smart and ellegant he he that the most important, still use your brain. then at the end in august 28th 2008 i was graduated from STMIK AMIKOM Yogyakarta, it was so interesting, because in that graduation agenda where is so formal activity and so many parents and students attend for that ceremony include my parents and my family and i speech as a delegation from all students in front of them, really proud, then i also sing a song in front of them ho ho ho, and in the graduation book, my picture is as a background, i just said waw on that day, and i got my diploma for my bachelor then my planning is i will go back to palembang and looking for job there.

But mr Erik call me and offering me to be lecture assistent in AMIKOM, i am so confuse then after discuss with my sister and my mom then i took that, and i teach and be part of amikom lecture, i thing so different because only one week after graduate and then i be a lecture, i teach many people, wow so in that time my alteration that i feel, well in fashion and everything, but i love it so much, at AMIKOM between lecture and asistent lecture is same, the different is only the salary he he he, as long as teaching at AMIKOM, many empiris that i got, many knowledge that i got, and something positive comes to me, taeching is something drugs when i am stress, looking for people interest to get my lesson is heaven for me, looking for the eyes of ladies student who have a feeling and care then love me he he is something satisfaction for me, got critics is something trouble but fun for me because none perfect, i love it so much...

After 1 years or 2 period of teaching at AMIKOM, i got something great that is offering from mr Dibyo he is my english lecture, for following full scholarship program at Asia University Taiwan, then i follow that, and i also accepted in that program, wow wonderful, so i should continue my master degree in Bioinformatics on september 13th 2009

this is my last time in jogjakarta for 2 years later, coz show must go on

but before go to taiwan i will comeback first to my hometown at Lubuk Linggau to meet my parents and all my family there

cheers ^_^

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2009-08-24

my birthday

today on august 25 2009 i am 23 years old, wow wonderful all my beloved guardian said happy birthday for me and wish the best for me well through my phone or my facebook, i do hope all their prayer come true, thanks so much for everyone

today i hope that all my way to continue my study to Taiwan will bless and help by Allah SWT, hope all will be clear and ok, god help me for finishing all the thing about my visa, ticket and etc.


i am really happy for all the prayer

thank you for everyone

wish all the best for you all


i do hope i can fly he he

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2009-08-19

my master of bioinformatics in Asiau

may be until now i dont know it is true or not, because too fast and unpredictable, all thing start from when i practice debate at AMIKOM then suddenly mr dibyo call me and offering me to follow the scholarship program for master degree at Asia University Taiwan, wow it seems like the guardian anggel come to me and blessing me and i was really happy in that time even if i am confuse about financial, because i am from poor family, we dont have much money

then at the end, i got support from my sister and my aunt : deasy asmelia and mery yenni, they were in germany and told me that i should take that scholarship and they will support, it also seems like the anggel come again to me and kiss me oh my gos, i was really grateful to god in that time..


then i follow the process to apply to get the full scholarship, completing all the requirements such as : pasport, anti-hiv aids, recomendation letter, motivation letter, toefl pbt, curriculum vitae, financial statement, aplication letter, and registration fee about 150$ and then i sent that requirement to Asia University by mail and email

i have mr arief that help me in this process, thank you so much mr arief, mr arief is my senior from my collage that already study at Asiau

in the middle of processing this requirement : i also thaungh that i will stop that, because i am afraid about financial, but my sister deasy always suport me and motivate me, and then i stand again.. to continue

then i am waiting the announcement.... (really nervous), about 20 days

then in the morning i got message from mr arief, the content is :hi david..gong xi..gong xi..u'r the next amikomers in taiwan..u get full scholarship, i just know this morning
wow thank you allah, i phone my mom, i cry, i inform my sister, oh my god really mercy comes to me

and then untill know, at this time, i am still processing for resident visa, looking for ticket to taiwan

still not complete yet...

i do hope, god will always bless me, and give the mercy to me so all will be clear

god i love you

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Joved 2009 at UNAIR

actually, i dont have a target for the joved 2009 at Unair on august 7th-12th 2009, joved is debate competition for jawa - bali, it was so interisting torney, because i am really enjoy that competition with my team from english debating competition society of STMIK AMIKOM Yogyakarta, the result is so great for me, i got acreditation B as an adjudicator and my team also was show their best

thanks god for everything, i do hope next time AMIKOM will be the champion...

the most important that i have sister and brother around me in there, they are amikom debater and amikom adjudicator for joved 2009 : pipit, didi, chendy, putry, ian, likha, bima and olive, i love every single time with you all, the way of support each other, sense of belonging, loving each others, understanding each others, seems like i can enjoy my time in jogja without my beloved family, its because i have you all..

really sad to be a part from all of you guys.., actually i really need to push you as debater untill you can be the champion in every single competition, but i should go, i should continue my study...

really i love you all, i feel that you are my family, i dont know why....


i do hope all will be ok, and we can get the best...

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2009-05-24

-1 is better then 0

what i think now that, i should try all that can make me better, the way in teaching, all programs from my company, and everything that related for my carrier i will try even if i am not too confidence even if i am afraid even if the result will going to -1, but at least i have try and i know what should i do for further, at least i have crumble down what i feel i cant and what i feel i afraid to do that..., because zero means die, i will never know, what my lack if i never try

and from today, i also hope i can handle my emotion, because angry is one of blog for us to life for heaven, angry with smile is the most beautiful act that i got from Mr. Suyanto, the leader of stmik amikom Yogyakarta, i love the lesson that i got today...

basicly life also should need others so absolutely we should understand for others the way is focus for them when we in relationship...

today, i realize i am still not be my self, i am still not show off my capability, hope all will be easy

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2008-12-19

my sadness part II

seem like god does not consider my feeling, one by one in short time, i must feel painful to loss my family forefer, yesterday on 18th 12 2008, my grandpa also was comeback to the "god house" in there..., and now i am really sick, too hurt...

many advice, many support come and make me relize one day all people also will die...
so we can not change our destiny, god was determine that..., i do hope this sad tragedy will give positive contribution to me, especially my parents and my big family...

and now, so sorry to all, because my blog was become something personal, because only with this blog i can write my feeling...

so this blog also will become my life note

god....

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2008-12-07

my sadness part 1

first, actually in my blog, i just want to write a public matter, but ithink this important for me
on 6 december 2008, my grandma was living me forever, she was go to the god home, last i just talk with her by phone and she said vid grandma was eaten, getting health....

i love you my grandma......
you dont accomplish your promise to me
i am so sorry for all

now, i really understand i do love you

i understand every people will die

and god was regulate that all

happyness, sadness was determine by god

last god please love my grand ma there....

put her into your heaven..

this writing be my memorian in my life, one day i will remember that by reading this....

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2008-11-29

Pornography and Pornoaction Law

lets debate with me ??

my core why agree with UUAPP : because of protection, good role model for young generation.

some contents :

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Pornography is the material that sexuality is created by humans in the form of images, sketches, illustrations, photographs, writing, sound, sound, moving pictures, animation, cartoons, minstrelsy, conversation, body movement, or any other form of communication message through various forms of media and communications / or performance in public, which can arouse sexual desire and / or violate the values of decency in the community.

- Everyone is prohibited to produce, create, reproduce, reproduce, disseminate, broadcast, importing, exporting, offering, trade and buy, rent, or provide a load of pornography: making love, including sexual violence, Masturbation, nudity or view the impressive nudity or genitalia.

so at least what i see this bills can be a prevention to all people to express their freedom of expression in term of sexual

and i see it need to be done, because we are in religion country, and what so ever we dont need to show off something that related to the sexual, because that is enough in term of privacy and dont need to show to public and also the influence to other is so big if there is something action about sex that consume by people (human), because every human have a sex desire so those action that related to the sex will directly come to our brain and to our "human needed" as a human so its why proof that influence in term of something that related to the sex is so big

we need protect our young generation

if you are parents, you need protect your children (is it correct?, so aggree with me)

if you are children you need to be protected, you need good role model (is it correct ?, so agree with me)

so guys to all people who againts bill, you can not ignore some benefit of this constitution

so pornography and Pornoaction Law also can educate us

please open your mind, and speak up






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expert in computer and few language

computer then a few language are so important in facing globalization competition, because those are main skill that most needed in every sect, and i believe being literate in computer and a few language will give us a brighter future

are you?

right now, my way in progressing to accomplish that, i try to be expert in computer and i go to amikom jogjakarta to study, and i try to expert in english, i follow english organisation at amikom and i try show my quality until i can be part of amikom debate team to compete in national grade..

i am so happy because by follow that competition means need a lot of preparation, so i need work hard to repair my english and my brain, because debate need a smart people that know all information around the world issue and how they see that issue

and now, i am also take a couse for germany language at arkha paramitha institution in jogja, my desire right now is not in english again but in germany language, i want expert on that
because there is something target on that in my life


so guys not means that in this blog i want to show that i am the best one

but i just want to share to you all, and my self be a comparison

i am sure i am still not get the best one in my life

come on guys, make your self proud

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2008-07-30

uLTIMATE OF lifE

EVERYONE have their ultimate of life but everyone also have a different time to understand about that.....

so many people so many different sometimes we need to achieve an equality without measure our merit and ability, that s human....

everyone need a time to reliaze about everything.....

so for you all, try to understand earlier, it's better

always think positive

world was adequate full, with crimes, hate, cheat, corruption, immoral ......

because they dont understand

the key to be good person is " understand your ultimate of life"

it would answer your way

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2008-06-19

rotation

--life is always do a rotation, when you get something you will loss something....--

--life is so cruel, and life be in our hand base on our effort--

yes i see fail and victory is depend on me
but somehow it is not really true, i also will not understand why i fail and why i fail
because i have done my best effort
always fail and it hurt, i always try to be best in everything...
and all for the best because i am afraid to be optimist, i am afraid if i can not reach my goal
my failure is so big

shy, shame...... always come to me
wow not easy to be me....
stupid man

and all of that make me relize that i am not special
nothing special......

some how, all my failure is really hurt me
make me sad
make me afraid

but what i can do now just
i never stop to expect my best in my life
i never stop to try
because i believe with the rotation
i believe with my effort

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song lyrics

because of love by david

we can not...
for refers to
in early
love is so beautiful
make us fly
like float

fell the world just ours
untill the end
will not be a part

even,,,
all was break
love still life
will not lost

because of love we exist
because of love we can
because of love we mature
all about love
made us be part forever...

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2008-06-08

papercut band (my brother band)

boomp3.com

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2008-06-07

orphanage

hi friends ..., help each other and share things that is very wise, in the afternoon about 4 go to the orphanage while playing with babies and funny children, wow .... Southerners once entertaining, if there is money we can buy milk and food to them

This orphanage named "sayap ibu", collecting children from infants up to age 3 years old .....
they are so funny......

the place is in seturan, the area of Yogyakarta, exactly Jl. rajawali 3, pringwulung, Condongcatur , Sleman, indonesia

Established by Sutomo, mrs. Sukardi and mrs. G. Sunaryo in 1955 as a response to care about babies who born outside marriage, or due to social and economic position of prospective mothers who are less profitable, so it is not among the few babies who become the victims by dropping their own parents.

this is the web sites:
http://kecilmungil.elzan.com/2006/10/18/baksos-kaskuser-yk-di-sayap-ibu/

So if you guys interested to visit them
just contact me at smack_gank@yahoo.com, and I will help you .....

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2008-06-06

Debate

one thing that raise in our mind when we hear the word "debate" that is rebbuttal and rebuild argument, strategy, logic, and confidence is the key becoming debater ...

I was very interested in the debate world, and i was follow the debate, such as: race debate among national universities in Indonesia, and active in forums such as jogjadebatingforum(debate forum), and english organizations in my campus AMikom Yogyakarta, going debate that I follow is uses the English language, many benefits that we can obtain from debate, for example: we can be skilled in public speaking, has a vision for our life and add a sense of confidence and sometimes to be a debater also influential in the style of life and in determine our perspective , we will try to reject or receive something in everything, usually people who take their debate can be said of those who SmaRt and although they originally is not too smart, the debate World will motivate them to become smart people then he he ...

you can find all the organizations in the debate sect and join at your campus, the organization is usually a longer trend in the campus has a name EDS (english debating society), for instance, in amikom the name is: eds amikom .....

really, nice to follow debate ....
just invite your friends, join to the community, or create a community ....

information about debate can be found in www.jogjadebatingforum.com
or in google: just type the word "indodebater"

Hopefully useful.....

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the most romantic message

"I'm not a perfect person who finds. But, from my imperfection , I have a love that will be perfect only for you

"I don't love a woman because she is beautiful or sexy, but she is beautiful because i love her......"

snow story

One day, a small child named Belinda is considering her mother washing the dishes in the kitchen. Not long after he saw some piece of gray hair from a lot of black hair of her mother. 
With high curiosity, Belinda asked, "Why do some color white hair Mama?" 
Mama said, " every time you make a naughty to mommy or complain, a piece of hair of mama would be changed so white." 

belinda is thinking about her mama answer briefly before continuing, "I now understand why all the grandmother hair is white ...."

I LoVe YoU mom....

I LoVe YoU mom....